A letter to Dave

Insensitivity is the name of the game I tried to play.
But in this game, I am losing every moment
I heard rumors about you yet I ignored them
I didn’t want to believe because my trust in you is rock-steady
How the world perceives you is way different from how I see you
They say you’re heartless, I say you’re compassionate
They say you’re mean, I say you’re the most sensitive person I know.
You let me in your soul, don’t you know I’m a good judge of character
You tried to hide yourself from everyone but I know you
At least from the things that you do to me
You are a good man, in a very bizarre way
You’re an iron-willed person
But I have to say you’re also weak.
Yes darling, you are weak
Inside those eagle eyes of yours is a vulnerable person
A heart that needs delicate loving and affection
A lost child, a wandering soul
I understand you deeply, Dave
That’s why I am letting you with your ways
I am letting you do things even if those cause me pain
Because I want you to be happy in everything that you do
I am snubbing this hurt I’m feeling whenever you take me for granted
You need a woman, not a clingy teeny bopper – I know
I want you to know that I love you
I hope I can help you with the burdens you are carrying now
I wish you well every day, Dave
I really hope that what you make me feel is true
And if it’s not, I hope you can find a way to let me know
I’m confused, you see.
I don’t know what’s in your heart and mind.
I don’t know where to put myself.
And it’s killing me, it’s killing my heart.
You’re always pulling back.
You will cherish me so much and then you’ll be the ice king the next minute
These mood swings you have with me..
They confuse me a lot.
So please let me know what’s real and what’s fantasy
Whatever it is, I am just here for you, ayt?
Til next time.
I love you…so much..
I hope you know that, I hope you treasure that..